In the Course of Time
The other day at breakfast, I flipped to 1st Samuel. I read the first two chapters. Then I started from the beginning and read the same two chapters again. I read them that afternoon and before bed. The next day I read them as soon as I woke up. I read them over tea, in the airport, and at my desk. A week went by and I was still reading those chapters practically every moment I had a chance.
Here’s a recap: A guy named Elk (nickname) is married to two women. One of his wives is popping out kids left and right, but his other wife, Hannah, has none. She prays in her heart, asking God to grant her a child. Later, God remembers her prayer and “in the course of the time” Hannah conceives. She rejoices.
I love that line…in the course of time. I’ve been hanging onto it. In the course of time I may or may not conceive. In the course of time I may or may not adopt. In the course of time I may or may not be a mother. But either way, in the course of time, the answer will be made known.

6 Comments:
Yes Jenny, I agree that this such a lovely story (account) about Hannah and her longing for a child and her prayers. Will say a special prayer for you and *yours.* I find myself marveling at how we were created with the need to nurture young...Here in Ru when I see couples (usually in their later 30's, 40's) coming to adopt children and consider the amount of love and wishing and hoping and praying not to mention buckets of money and tears that has brought them to this point...and that how they're just floating when they have their new little one -- I just have to marvel and often find myself teary at it all. Thank you for sharing your faith...EE
11:36 PM
Yes, all in the fullness of time.
love.
11:05 AM
Beautiful Jenny, so true.
XOXO
8:44 PM
I believe you are already a mother given the events of this year. Once you love them you are a mother.
I also believe, in the course of time, you will be holding another child in your arms.
11:20 AM
Keep trusting Jenny!
10:01 AM
This is a really hard concept sometimes. But always is the answer in the end, I have found...But I still push like mule. (I'm a slow one). ;)
I hope you get what you want.
:)
6:58 PM
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